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a mãe acordou, sobresaltada. como raramente faz, resolveu checar se a filha estava em casa. e ela não estava. Calma, disse o marido. desgraça a gente sempre fica sabendo logo.

três andares abaixo, na garagem, trancada no carro, ela chorava. chorava muito, e chamava pela mãe. tudo o que ela queria era um abraço.
mas não se achou no direito de pegar a bosta do elevador e ir em busca do ninho que havia deixado. não. ridícula, poderia ter tornado tudo muito mais simples, fácil, e nem um pouco trágico. mas não. lá estava ela, arruinando mais uma vez tudo aquilo que lhe era importante.
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sábado foi a pior noite da minha vida ever.

eu aprendi minha lição e agora quero esquecer e recalcar pra sempre essa noite.
estou sem celular. roubaram. em breve voltarei, provavelmente com o mesmo número, mas por enquanto, estou sem. *s*

pelo menos, poli, jorgeeenho e /bombadillo não vão morrer de mofo nas bolas porque trocaram meu pneu e me deram amor, afeto e tesão, e a lu me deu champagne.





Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own -U2.

Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I...that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need...I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me - when - I -
Sing, you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me...

Where are we now?
I've still got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own